While this blog isn't my personal diary, (and i don't usually feel the need to expel the contents of my life onto it's pages,) today i feel the inclination to write something about what's going on here. Since moving to the city my whole outlook on life has changed dramatically in the last two months (including the four weeks in which i didn't even attempt to update this baby - apologies for being so dead/quiet) ... and well, i just realised that 'life' is finally here and i don't need to create a paper world to keep my company anymore. Transition time! It's tricky to figure out which direction to take now. Late Bloomer, that's me! I'm actually pretty overwhelmed right now and don't know exactly what i mean to convey, but something needs to be put down to record this awkward interim. (Even if it's all realistically just falling into a vortex.)
All i know is that i want to compile a book that was all about being the girl that i was. Everything pink and hazy. Photos of flowers and all those love spells i tried to create. All of that longing packed into a bundle and wrapped up with ribbons. White text.
Goodbye and Hello! You'll never be the same girl forever.
Current obsessions include: sugar coated nuts, a 1950's lemon/lime printed skirt, not being made of marble anymore, Mulder and Scully, walking up and down the same regally named street every day, Nannying, 'Puppies!!!!', Gin and Tonic, future dreaming, running out of money, Dustin O'Halloran, food comas, serendipity, looking people in the eyes vs. wearing sunglasses all the time. Not ever having enough time.